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i’m jealous of minors to be honest…. you guys seriously have everything easy. after graduating high school and going into your first year of college, you’ll understand how being well known and having people talk to you daily to walking around school alone. adapting without friends for the first couple of weeks and drifting apart from them slowly until you’re finally emotionally and physically alone. it still pisses me off how just because i graduated high school that means i have to get over and forget about everyone i made friends with there. obviously you wouldn’t know so you’d assume so. in two years you will know how it will feel like. everyone going their separate ways either to military, work, or college. pretty much you’ll stop contacting with all of them. in all honesty i’m surprised that i still talk to you guys sometimes because the group i used to hang out back in senior year, i talk to none of them anymore. the whole group separated, hardly anyone talks to anyone in the group unless if they went to the same college which is only a few. congrats cause i’m still fazed from the day you asked me about what i did to thao. my life isn’t already easy enough with all of these classes that im taking and you just had to read this blog and mention it to me. i think i’m too high to write right now but fuck it it’s my blog. yeah i’m still wondering how the fuck did you even find out about this blog. i’m thinking too much and it’s hurting my head now LOL.

brooooo calm your fuckin ass down. you yourself said that i can get at your sister… i ain’t even trying and she always wants to hang out with me when i come over.. it’s not like i’m fuckn her… she’s just really funny and cute, that’s why i hang out with her. i should’ve warned you that a lot of filipino girls fall for me quickly lolol. i have yet to find out why this happens. i wanna find a filipino girl that is hard to get at. that sounds like a challenge ahahhahahahhahha okay off topic. if you don’t think i’m a nice guy, then fuck you LOL. ain’t no one got time for bad vibes. let us enjoy our high next time. life is boring and short enough as it is so there’s no time for drama.. just cause you got played by a chinese girl doesn’t mean they’re all the same and it doesn’t mean that i’d do the same to your sister. i’m different and you might think you know me but you really don’t. the only person who knows who i really am now is myself. oh and i’m vietnamese too so you can’t generalize me with chinese people LOLOLOLOLAHAHAAHAHA. kk tell ur sis i luvv her

smoking with the person you like but then her brother comes in and gets all bitchy. like broooo chill you just killed both of our vibe. we were having a good time and shit then you came in. i like the fact that you were targeting me the whole time you were talking to me. it’s her life, let her do what she wants. not like it was my idea for her to do it anyways…..

whenever i talk to someone, especially a friend, i always wonder if they actually do care about what i have to say…. these guys aren’t my best friends or close; they’re just good friends. good friends that include you in the group and invite you for company. but i want a close/best friend again. i really miss that feeling of knowing someone caring about my thoughts rather than just having me there for company.

omfg so do you remember that one girl that i told you about? the girl that i held hands with and kissed when i was a baby? the one that wrote about me on tumblr saying that i was attractive and you just fucking laughed LOL. well she added me on facebook and started messaging me. WHATT THE FUUUUUCCKKKKKKKK. why cant it never be a hot girl that does that LOLOL.

I LOVE THE GYM. ahaha. fk drugs. im bout daaaaat gym life doe.

i don’t miss you, i just miss having someone to talk to endlessly. okay maybe i do…… pointless convos are always the best :D. i just noticed that you guys are almost juniors… i remember when i met you guys beginning-mid of my senior year. didn’t really feel that long ago but it really has been. just because i graduated doesn’t mean i left my feelings and thoughts behind in high school. dun be that ignorant plzzzzzzzzz

never thought i would be someones main source of happiness…… i’ll try to not let you down.

math 181, math 188, math 101a, math 101b, math 101c, and math 104…. fck my life. fuck engineering. i hate life…..

i was about to get a girlfriend but then i got high. i was about to get an A in calculus but then i got high. i was bout to eat because im hiiiiiigghhh lololrtorloltrllooooll